i got a nasty anonymous earlier saying “haha you got fat again. go on a diet bitch”…
i didn’t get fat again. i recovered. and anyone reading this with an eating disorder can recover too. <3
ever since puberty i struggled with my weight and was always made fun of for it.
in 2006 i wore a size 20. i was 17.
these photots were taken in mid-late 2007. in these photos i was a size 00. sometimes i wore children’s clothes. i was 18.
i was anorexic. i was very sick. to this day my body is suffering from the damage i did. starving yourself is NOT WORTH IT.
in 2008 and 2009 i checked myself into treatment for anorexia. it wasn’t easy to start eating again, and it was even harder to change my warped view on my body. but i did it.
i consider myself recovered since 2009. it’s now 2014 and i am now considered a healthy/almost overweight weight. and i’m fine with that.
if you aren’t fine with that, then don’t look at me. don’t tell me to go on a diet. don’t tell me i’m too fat or not fat enough.
i’m fine the way i am, and so are you <3